I used to have this quote written on my mirror and I think it needs to go back up there.
I've recently been stuck in a rut of negativity and excuses. I've been a 'pity me,' 'my life sucks,' 'nothing is going to get better' kind of Jean lately and that Jean is no fun...I know first hand.
I made a resolution this year that I would be aware of the good things in every day. I bought this journal where I would write down at least 1 good thing that happened each day. I started it off with a bang but recently, when I started getting stuck in this rut each day it became a struggle to find something good. I need to get back into the positive thinking. As soon as things start to fall apart I start to fall apart with it. Its not good.
So I'm putting it out there. I need to turn this around. Be thankful for what I already have and not bitter for what I don't have. Things are not going to change if I don't change the negativity. I need to get this through my head.
Today, although its a bit chilly out, the sun is shining and London looks promising. Its the start of a new week and that means I can start with a clean slate right? As I said...I'm putting it out there. Sad, lonely, self-deprecating Jean needs to jog-on and I need to find the girl who people like to have around. It wont happen over night, but it will happen!